Life;

I Guess These Past Couple Of Days Have Been Alright;Ive Chilled With The Boo;Caught Up On Sleep;& Thought Alot;Well First Lemme Take The Moment To Say My Prayers & Heart Go Out To All The People Of Haiti & God Bless The Ones Who Lost A Loved One During This Tragety[Spell Check};But The More Terrible Disasters Start Happening To The World The More Closer I Think We Are To The World Endind;If You Know Me You Know The World Ending;Death Period Is A Sensative Subject For Me;I Cant Take It;DEATH Is By Far My Numeral Uno Fear;& Lately It Has Been Going Through My Head;Where Am I Gonna Go After I Die?When Am I Gonna Die?How Am I Gonna Die?Am I Gonna Go To Hell For Bein Gay?Is God Gonna End The World To Create A New One?Will I Have My Same Family In The Next Life?Is There Gonna Be A Next Life?Omg The Thought Are Crazy & Never Ending;I Mean Think About It...If You Werent Living What Would You Be?What If God Never Created A World?Its Like Impossible To Even Try To Think About It;I Guess This 2012 Ish Is Really Getting To Me;I Didnt Believe It At First I Havent Even Seen The Movie;I Want Too Though;I Guess I Feel It'll Give Me A Little Closure;Although I Know That Know Matter What The Bible Says;Only God Know's When He Is Returning;I Need To Get My Life Together;Figuire Out What I Really Wanna Do & Go For It;Time Is Ticking;& My Time Could Be Up Right Before I Know It;Lets See Church;I Havent Been In Idk How Long;No Bueno;I Have Time To Go Out With Friends;ETC & Pick Sunday As My Sleep Day;From This Moment On;Im Getting My Ass Up Sunday Mornings;& Going With Or With Out My Mom;Im Done Here In This Subject;Ill Leave Ya Off With A List Of 20 Things I Want To Do Before I DIE =0 !

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21 Things Before I Die

-Read The Whole Bible

-Go To Church At Least 2 Sundays Every Month

-Get A Place With My Amazing Girlfriend

-Jump Off An Airplane

-Be Accepteds By My Family For Being Gay

-Win The Lottery Or Become Extremly Wealthy From My Career

-Travel To At Least 5 Countries

-Adopt At Least 4 Kids

-Get A TeaCup Yorkie

-Be On An Reality T.V Show Preferably Bad Girls Club

-Invent Something Very Useful

-Help Someone Get Off Drugs

-Watch A Baby Being Born

-Give Back To Those Who Have Done For Me

-Be In A Movie

-Take A Picutre With Destinys Child Star On The Walk Of Fame In Cali

-Audition For American Idol

-Stop Smoking

-Become Very Successful In Life

-Meet Obama ; !
-Write A Book About My Life Story